
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
well , helloh people . i'm nort quite happy recently since e day [05.02.2010] e quy who i love so much left me . i have been cryinq for days hopinq daat he will love me like he use too bfore . i thouqht i could be stronqer and i could move on without him but i could not bcos everyday i was thinkinq of him and only him . i thouqht i could stop waitinq for u and forqet u easily but still i have nort let u qo , boy .
i try my best to forqet u , i try my best nort to msq or call u and i try my best to leave u far away . i try to move on my life but its hard. when u leave me , its like a knife just stab into my heart. i felt like i losinq somethinq daat is precious to me , its painful . i want u to know how i felt , the pain there is no cure for it , h ... why its easy to say hello for a seconds and why its hard to say qoodbye forever to yr love ones ? why love if it hurts ? whywhywhy ?! why must u leave me when i need u the most . i love u and only u . how can i tell u how i felt . i know u r nort sincere all dhis while and u have been lyinq to me but daat does not matter to me , i just want yr love , i just want u .. i simply cannot let u qo after everythinqs daat we have qo throuqh toqether. i will wait for u even if its hard and i really love u more than words can say , h ... )':
i love youh always , deedee ..
Labels: `boy, i still love u and i 'm here waitinq for u.
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